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vessel of poison
I lie awake at night with my head held close to my chest
wishing I could still feel your touch
but now I am alone, and I know that it’s not what I what
When I close my eyes, all I think about is what I don’t have
I can see you and all I want is your tongue [...] -
20/20 Vision
Yesterday was a good day, even though I had to work. Felt like spring – looked like spring. Plants and white clouds with a light breeze; it reminds me why San Francisco is a rare place in the States. The only thing missing was me in shorts and a pair of aviator sunglasses.
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In a stream of stars
In a stream of stars
I stand alone, in fear of the darkness that now surrounds me
Where is the light, why isn’t it bright?
I don’t want you to see me this way
weak and uncertain
I can see the stream of stars
flashing brigthly into the night
shining brightly under the sky
burning brightly over the night
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Motion: On Time
This is a new short film by Ted Chung, entitled On Time. I just found about him and his work. Just brilliant. It makes me think twice about wanting to know the future, being able to be prepared for what lies ahead, but when I see this, and I think about it, what’s good if [...]
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Day One
I worry…
What am I possibly getting myself into…
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Christine Amat’s Beautiful Work
I am a fan of Chrsistine Amat’s work. She’s a French photographer who has an account on Deviant Art and that’s where I discovered her work.
I love the way she captures the expressions through the lens. You can really see what the person is feeling and thinking.Photography is such a beautiful expression, although it’s such [...]
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You
you arrive through these sliding doors
so soft, so quiet
as if you were an ocean, washing up towards the shore
sometimes words will never be enough for what my eyes see
even though
I know that truth is the hardest thing to see
and so it goes
you will be the worst thing the world will ever offer to me
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Changing shells
I’ve been feeling like crap the past week, and I hate it. I’ve been trying to do something about it and yoga has been the first step.
Just the heat, that alone melts my skin, yet it clears my mind. Maybe the dance classes will add on top of that.
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No yoga, no peace
I’ve been falling off of my practice. I haven’t been going on a regular pace as I have been the past few months and it’s beginning to dig at me. I don’t like it, and I need to do something to get me back in so I don’t feel as horrible as I do now.
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Naked Sushi
Do I really want to eat sushi on a naked woman…I do, but at the same time I think that it wouldn’t be as yummy and exotic as I would think.
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until the morning rises
lights slow, dimmed and glazed upon the sky
I can begin to feel the fire inside
and all I want to do is hold you down
and love you in my arms
until the morning rises
all I want is to feel you in my arms
and feel the flame with you when the morning rises
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Motion: Gary
I watched a great clip today.Gary by from Gary is a great animation clip about puppy love from a young boy towards an older woman.
It’s in Spanish, but even then, I didn’t need to know what they were saying to understand it. He reminded me of myself when I was younger. I can still remember [...] -
Closer
Slow down, take a second and make this moment last
Isn’t that what you want
to feel a connection, to experience passion, and to live in the moment
I just want you closer next to me
baby come closer, so we can be free
Let me wrap my arms around you
and let me hold you
see the stars in your eyes
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Gorgeous
Those lips…the way her hair is just wet enough to give off that seductive look…it just gives me shivers…
This is a photo that was captured by a Russian photographer. The title is To Spring, and I want to know who the model is.
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Motion: The Mentalists using iPhone Apps to recreate MGMT
This is great. I love MGMT and Kids is one of their best track from their album. When I read the title, I thought it was some sort of magic trick to play the music without touching the devices or some sort of PR stunt from the show, but low and behold, it was sometime [...]
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Riesling 07
more, more, more! I want more!
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ODC
Monday I’ll be at the free Hip-Hop dance class at the ODC studio in the Mission. Not sure what to expect, but I hope I have a good time.
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Karoke night…
I can still remember last night…hmmmm, I wonder is that a good thing? Should be…yeah, it is.
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Motion: A Thousand Words
I love short films – it’s such a tricky balance of storytelling while trying to have an audience invest their emotions to the characters in such a short timeframe, but this film by Ted Chung did that.
A Thousand Words is beautifully shoot, the cinematography just grabs you with its black and white hue. No [...] -
Motion: Extreme Photoshop
WOW – I know that Photoshop can do wonders, but I never believed it. He’s incredibly talented, there’s no question to that, and it makes me wonder how far can the human push the visual boundaries – redefining what is beauty, what is perfect.
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27
I am now 27, it is day five, and I don’t feel anything special. One day closer, one step closer to 30. I can’t remember exactly if Monday was a pleasant day. It was not raining, but I don’t believe the sun came out.
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Care
I have one question
that I want you to answer
plan and simple
listen to my words
and listen to my heart
where were you when I needed someone
when I needed someone to hear my voice
I can’t stop thinking that you never really cared
I can’t stop thinking that you never really cared
I can’t stop thinking that you never really cared…
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Sunday
…has not been a good day…
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love is what you need
love is what you need
love is what you need
love is what you need…isn’t it?
day by day, with each evening until the sleep of dawn
you wake up feeling something is missing
and it slowly eats you inside
and you can not feel why
but music is the key to your heart
love is the sound of your soul
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Notice Me
from light to dark
from the morning sun til the dark of nite
I struggle endlessly hoping you notice me
I worry because I care, because of what I might hear
When I am away, and you go out to play
I sit alone with my pen and my pad
so I may shape the poet and the beast
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Motion: Only Lady Gaga can get away with this
Dig her music, luv her fashion sense, although even I have to say, some of the things she has on is far beyond anything I could conceive as ‘clothing.’
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Motion: Addicted…
to Chelsea Lately. I can’t stop watching, it’s become a drug for me. It worries me that it’s become obsessive. When I watch the roundtable discussions, I can’t help, but laugh – ah…laughter is food for the soul…other than sex.
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Motion: Star Wars: Retold (by someone who hasn’t seen it)
I’ve watched Star Wars enough times where I should be able to explain it, but I can’t…at least not in detail like the girl in the video…that’s kinda sad.
So Joe Nicolosi, the filmmaker for Star Wars: Retold (by someone who hasn’t seen it) got one of his friends to explain the Star Wars saga, what’s [...] -
Motion: Suddenly
Visually stunning, sonically engaging, Magnus Engsfors’ Suddenly captures a moment that I can only dream in my mind. How sounds move front and back, side-to-side through glitch.
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a lake of energy
a lake of energy
when my body is worn
and I can’t stand up from the rain
it buries me down, sufficating me until I can’t breathe again
no ones around me
no one can see
how the rain begins to burn me away
away from everything I believe in dear
allow me a touch of your water
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Motion: The Album Leaf – Twenty Two Fourteen
I feel so relaxed, so calm when I listen to ambient music, esp from the Album Leaf. It’s a shame not enough people know about James Lavalle’s work. I only found his music out when I got a copy of Global Underground’s Afterhours II album. Great finish to that double disk, and Over the Pond [...]
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I can see
I see the stars, I see the stars, I see the stars
I see the moon, I see the moon, I see the moon,
I see the sky, I see the sky, I feel the sky
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The hunger
Today, I start my fast. For the next 10 days, I need control and will power…